Healing from Borderline Personality Disorder as well as Alcohol and Prescription Drug Abuse
A. R. (49), Wetzikon, Switzerland
When I was 15 years old I began to suffer from acute depression. At 16 years of age I began to drink excessively because of severe depression. At 19 my family doctor prescribed Valium for me. I swallowed up to 90mg of this drug when I had severe anxiety attacks. During a stay in a clinic they prescribed an additional drug for me to take called Rohypnol (several tablets at once). When I was 40 I tried to take my own life with tablets. Following that I was admitted to a psychiatric clinic. At that time I was auto-aggressive, using knives, pointy objects, or cigarettes to hurt myself and repeatedly attempted suicide. Three years later, without having achieved any success in healing me, I was discharged. A short time after that I again - at my own request - sought admission to the same clinic. I would totally flip out at the smallest frustration in my life. I was forcibly medicated and put in isolation many times. Over time, and because of my behavior, I totally lost any feelings of happiness. I was admitted to the same private psychiatric clinic a total of 5 times.
In the spring of 1998 my condition improved slowly. Later, I discovered that a woman in the clinic had done einstellen for the Heilstrom for me. In June, 1998, I had recovered so much that I moved into a supervised living group home. In September, 1998, I was myself introduced to the teaching of Bruno Groening. As time went on I felt better and better and was gradually able to dispense with all medication. The anxiety, depression and aggression, as well as thoughts of suicide all disappeared, and the desire for beer, which I had had for 30 years, was also eradicated. My situation at present is that I live in my own apartment and again work in the old age home on an hourly employment basis. My doctor is amazed at how well I have recovered.
