At the age of twelve I started to smoke and to drink alcohol together with friends. When I was 15 I got into marijuana and pot, with 17 into LSD. During the following two years I took a whole blotting paper full of LSD six times. The seventh time I reacted to the LSD with hallucinations which caused such fears that I stayed at home for days. The anxiety did not go away. No doctor could help. For six years after the use of LSD described above I suffered from those panic attacks. Often I had tachycardia (increased heart rate) and a great fear of dying. At the age of 23 I stopped smoking marijuana, the effect got too intense. After a breakdown at 25 years of age I was sent to a psychiatric unit. After that I got injections against the anxiety and the tachycardia for a year, but without any bettering of my condition. My situation seamed hopeless to me.
In July, 2000, a friend told me about Bruno Groening and I was introduced into the teaching. I regularly took in the Heilstrom. Four months later the tachycardia and the anxiety were gone. I don't take any drugs anymore. I also quit smoking.