鬱病

Rosa Zenel (43)

重度のうつ病からの治癒(PTSD)

R. Z. (43), メルボルン(オーストラリア)

私は子供のころから、すでにうつ病でした。父はしばしば私に暴力をふるい、私はいつもおとなしく不安を感じ、十分眠れませんでした。9歳の時、わいせつ行為をされ、家族はそれを知っていましたが止めようとしませんでした。16歳の時には、過剰量の錠剤を飲んで自殺を試みましたが失敗に終わりました。学校ではすべての教科で落第したことにより、ますます自己嫌悪し、自分は役立たずだと信じるようになりました。18歳で家を離れ、22歳から4年間以上を精神医学的な治療に費やしましたが、副作用のため全く薬物治療を受けられませんでした。その3年後には離婚し、私の主治医の精神科医は、私に対してこれ以上何も処方することはできないと告げました。私は心理学者、精神科医、医者、病院、精神的な治療者、治療開業医と渡り歩きました。あらゆる幼い頃の記憶は肉体的な衰弱を伴いました。まるで心臓発作にかかっているかのようなひどいパニック発作があり隠れていましたが、やがて何時間も気を失っていました。何年もの間、ドアに鍵をかけたまま、泣き寝入っていました。うつ病、不安やパニック発作は明らかに非常に激しくなり、2003年に精神医学的なクリニックに入院しました。検査の結果、薬物(シプラミル、後のアヴァンザ=ミルタゼパム)を服用でき、助けられました。すべて上手くいっていると思いましたが、大声で泣き叫んでいる何かが私の魂の中に依然ありました。2005年に、精神科医の助力により、薬物を中止しようと、1錠の錠剤(30mg)に減らした時、禁断症状が始まりました。発汗、痛み、不安、震え、吐き気と閉所恐怖症の発作にかかり、薬物を飲み続けることに決めました。禁断症状に対して睡眠薬とバリウムが処方されましたが、私が再びアヴァンザの投薬量を60mgにして、すべての禁断症状は治まりました。自分が薬物治療に依存していることがわかったのでひどく失望し、残りの人生を治療と医師との関わりに費やすのだと感じていました。うつ病は非常に激しかったため、大いに泣き続け、体中が痛みました。人生を終わらせたいと思っていたため、2007年7月1日に自殺するつもりでいました。

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Healing from severe depression and anxiety disorder

E. B. (50), Ergoldsbach (Germany)

In the year 1995, an ominous situation developed at my workplace - mobile nursing care - mobbing was becoming widespread. This caused me to develop permanent anxiety, and I could hardly do my job any more. In 1997, my frame of mind was so shattered that, for example, I was neither able to fill a syringe nor administer intramuscular Injections. At home I could no longer calm down, and I was plagued by thoughts of suicide. A neurologist had me admitted to the district hospital because of acute self-endangerment. At first I was completely sedated, so that I hardly perceived anything. After eight weeks without significant improvement I was released at my own risk on the condition that I undergo psychiatric treatment. On the one hand the prescribed medication did help me to somehow be active, but on the other hand everything was insensitive and mechanical. In the end it helped just as little as conversational therapy.

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Healing from alcohol addiction and depression

J. L. (54), Buffalo (USA)

Shortly after my 18th birthday (1968) I began to drink beer and schnapps. I would drink 12 to 18 beers a day from Monday to Sunday. It was normal for me at the time to come home from work, change clothes, go to my favourite hangout and stay there until three o’clock in the morning. Then I would get up at seven o’clock and go to work, always with a terrible hangover. I was working in the construction industry at the time. This happened day after day. Thus it became the pattern of my life. Today I can’t understand how I was able to survive for 35 years with such excessive alcohol consumption.

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Healing of depression

Mrs N. D. (49), Frankfurt (Germany)

I was often nervous, reacted irritably at the slightest thing and felt oppressed to the point of suffocation. A Russian healer gave me some relief through a laying on of hands, but it only lasted a short while.

My introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning released a real revolution within me. I hardly slept and my whole body was in turmoil. After about three weeks, it was as if all my emotional problems had been blown away. I feel free, happy and like a person of value with faith in the future.

Healing of depression

Mrs M. L. (42), Bebra (Germany)

Before I found my way to the Bruno Gröning Circle of Friends, I had suffered from depression for over six years with bouts of anxiety, and had no interest in everyday events. Even getting up in the morning was a torment. I was afraid of every situation I encountered. I was often unable to think clearly, sat without any interest in what was going on around me and the lightest housework was beyond me. I took various medicines in differing strengths, first Baldrian, then Demetrin, Tofranil and Saroten tablets.

Five days after my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning and absorbing the healing stream, all my problems were simply gone. Since then I have not had an attack of anxiety. I get up easily in the morning and I take an interest in all my daily activities. I no longer need medication and am free from depression.

Healing of depression

Mrs E. G. (64), Heidelberg (Germany)

In 1985, at the age of 59, I was laid off work. This came as such a shock that I fell into a deep depression. I could no longer sleep at night, neglected my flat, was unsociable and apathetic and lacked the courage to go out shopping. I began to cry whenever somebody spoke to me. For over four years, I received injections of Vitamin B12 and Imap (neuroleptic drug with depot effect) with no result. At the time of my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning, in November 1989, I was at an all-time low.

Immediately after my introduction, I pulled myself together and since then my flat has always been in order. After three weeks I felt as if the years of depression had never been. Since then, I have been free from depression, and every form of apathy or withdrawal has simply disappeared. I have also been able to discontinue my medication.

Healing of depression

Mr R. B. (25), Linz (Austria)

For three years I suffered from depression which manifested as

follows: difficulty in breathing, suicidal tendencies, loneliness, fear of people, no interest in anything, joylessness, nightmares and vomiting. I was almost continually in bed. Before examinations I lost all self-confidence and often cancelled at the last moment. Psychotherapeutic treatment brought only temporary improvement.

Soon after my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning, in March 1995, I suddenly felt a surge of power and an emotional freedom so that for the first time in a long while, I simply laughed because I felt wonderful. I have an unexpected zest for life, no longer feel tired and am truly healthy.

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